Life After The Death Of My Son

no jokes please, i am serious, how do you deal with your only childs death after 15&yet feel like you can’t go

please this is not a joke…..i am hurting right now..need to know how to get over accept my sons death.(reputured appendix)..i haved lived with this hurt for the last 15yr..he was my baby & died,..i know i need to move on.i dewell on his life everyday.know i am not healthy because of this .some serious advice..no jokes please.almost 2008,..my son is not here with me

I’m so sorry about your loss. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been. You are a mother and you have experienced the most painful thing that a mother could go through. The fact that you can talk about it and are asking for help is a testament to your strength. Do you have family? Are there loved ones that you can lean on at this time? If so you need to share your feelings with them, and also maybe seek some professional help. They say that time heals all wounds, but it doesn’t. It just puts a little distance between what’s happened and now. I don’t know what else to say, except that you are in my prayers.